taken @ Mt. Yan-Ming nightview of Taipei City

It's been.....5 months?

As I try to recall my accomplishments in the past 5 months.....I have decided to pick up this blog again.
And this time to make it into my dailly routine.

I don't think there's anyone else coming back here to read, so this is really only for me.

What happened in the past 5 months?
Came from a relaxing trip in M'sia and Bali.
Work sort of stablized even though I was expecting it to be shaky.
However, I've became tired of it, and now barely cares to put much time to keep things up.
Have done lots and lots of self-reflect.
Finally decided to take my interest in art and design serious and go for the direction.

I am actually nervous and anxious about this decision....it's been amost 4 months I've decided this.
Seems I've done a lot, but cannot recall if accomplished anything or am I any closer to my dreams.

And it is scary think that way.

I had been depressed for about a month before turning 27.
And I just noticed today would be 1 month since I turned 27.

I am not sure why this is such a big deal, but the idea that 1/12 of 27 has passed just scares me.

I want to accomplish something.

So I would like to come here everyday to write, to write about things, what I have accomplished.

This is inspired by Yamapi. hehehe

Travelling. . .

Beautiful and Delicious Malaysia

Been busy with work, job hunting, test prep, writing...everything.
Seems I haven't have much time to sit back and relax, but at the same time only seem to accomplish only so much. To reward myself for working two years, I have applied to take one week off, takin off tomorrow to visit my ex-roommate in malaysia.

From there, we will be travelling to Bali together!

Very much looking forward to the trip, as well as relaxation and just to pamper ourselves!!!!
Will post photos when back

Yes, I will admit that I am panicing.

Besides the constant stressed out I am in.

I am a it frustrated, when I am seriously planning next step in life, and I realize I am picking up a lot of to-do's tasks and have so little time.

I am feeling time slipping off my finger tips however fear that I currently do not have enough to handle all my wishes from myself.

I can do this.

I can keep up with my Japanese study and at the same time prepare LSAT & GMAT and grad school applications.
Not to mantion my full-time job and growing an advanturous career path, oh also, I have my writing, photography, drawing....


Grrrrr... I want to keep all my interests!

bought a new digital camera, strictly speaking my first digital camera....first first ever was the sony 3.0 meg pixel from mom and bro.

I had debated and researched long for this camera.

Between Sony T2 and Canon 860, I had finally decided to Canon after checking the both out in the store.

and I am glad I made that choice.

Of course, it took me a while to withdraw my in-condfidence with thorough reading of the manual and some research online about the basics of how a camera works.

I no have a better understnading why is it better to choose to use some features and ost of the time not the auto feature.

I could never get my photo right using the auto-feature.

To test myself out on the new theories and relationship logic I have learned I have walked myself to a park nearby Taipei 101, though the lighting wasn't all that decent, but at least I feel much better about my photography skills.

Have bought a drawing board and been playing with it for a while, though not 100% satisfied with the outcome so far as I am still trying to figure out how to use it.

Would like to share with you first, somewhat complete drawing. . .


hopefully will be uploading more, later on.